Wednesday Writing Therapy: Horseshoes, Hand Grenades, and Your Favorite Journal

That the next submission doesn’t necessarily lead to an acceptance reinforced an important concept to me as a writer: “You are only as good as your current submission.” Of course, my value as a human being is in no way connected to what an editorial board says about my writing (oh, if only that were so!). What I mean is that the near-success of the previous piece doesn’t have much to do with the final decision of the current piece; the piece might make its way past some early layers of the slush with that near-success clinging to it, but ultimately it must stand on its one. In fact, that “almost” might increase expectations for the piece. Yikes!

When I first received a no from a journal who had given me a positive rejection previously, I thought, “Boy, this story must really suck, because I had an ‘in’ and they said no.” What I think the “almost” means is this: someone or a group of someones didn’t quite love the story enough to say “yes.” And sometimes that missing ingredient inheres in me as a writer, so that anything I write might not quite satisfy their desires. Rather than as a sign of certain future success, then, the “almost” might be also a sign of certain doom, a continual “just-missingness” to story after story sent to this same group. Kind of a Nietzschean afterlife.

Figuring out what that “missingness” might be is of course a subject of much debate. Should writers see rejection as a sign to change the piece, the writing in general, even, dare I say it, themselves? Or should writers possess as “stick-to-itness” in that attempt to find a match between an editor’s or editors’ aesthetics and the pieces being submitted?

Well, this entry lacks a focus, methinks. The “positive” rejection is a tricky message to decipher. I’ve come to view it as a I do all rejections. It sends me back to the story to see what I might re-discover in it, sometimes leading to changes, other times not. To see the piece as other readers might is a skill I’m still developing. It is, though, a wonderful thing for an editor to take the time to respond personally, and I think honoring that time spent to respond personally by taking a hard look at the story is a cool thing to do. Making things is a different process than making things better. The positive rejection says to me, in this case, for this group, I’m almost there.

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